Panic at the disco 2

"Ug.... I'm tired but i dont want to go to bed... I think my room is haunted...." I said.
"How so?" Brendon asked, curious.
"I hear voices, and I feel like im being watched....."
"Is it a sexy voice?"
"No... its rather creepy...."
"Oh..."
"Yeah.... so I'm sleeping down here tonite..." I pulled a blanket down from the back of the couch.
"Well I shall keep you company then..." I loved Brendon he was always like a big brother to me.
"Fine... congratulations!"
"Wat did I do???"
"Congratulations, you're my new pillow since you're staying down here." I put my head on his shoulder.
"Ummm.... okay...."He laid back and pulled me to where he was still my pillow and I was practically laying on him.The weird thing was....This didn't feel awkward...... I knew he liked me.
But the question was, did I like him?
He switched off the TV.
I seriusly didn't know if I liked him like that or not. He's been a big brother figure to me ever since she moved in. I didn't know if I wanted to feel that way about him... It was just so cofusing.
He put his arms around me.
Oh crap, was he going to kiss me? Or was this just how he felt comfortable?  I'm hoping it was the second one. I wasn't sure if I was ready for that...

If actions speak louder than words, what was he trying to tell me?

Chapter 2

"Brendon...are you still awake?" I whispered.
"yeah...what's on your mind?"
"Do you....Like me?"
"Well of course I do, what made you think I didn't?"
"No, I mean, LIKE LIKE..."
"Yeah, I like, like you.... what brought this up?"
"Oh, well for one thing, just the way you're holding me right now..." I blushed, but he couldn't see.
"Oh...you like it?" He said pervertedly.
"Pervert..."
"Answer the question do you like it or not???"
"Uhhh.... I don't know..."
"Well make up your mind..." His grip tightened around me.
"I told you, I'm going to sleep, good night..."
"Good night.." He gave me a hug then slowly went to sleep. I however, could not go to sleep in Brendons arms, I thought it was for 1 of the 2 reasons.
1-His breathing was keeping me awake.
2-I'm in love with him.
I finally drifted to sleep when the sun was coming up.
Brendon woke up when the sun came up. He realized I had just gotten to sleep and went back to sleep himself.
I woke back up at what I thought was around 12 o'clock. No one else was up yet. Amazing. Brendon was awake. Awkward...you ask why it's awkward...he was staring at me. I froze, I had no clue what to do.
"Uhh...hi?" I said nervously.
"Morning... you okay?"
"Well, I just woke up with my best friend staring at me... and I'm sleeping on him. How awkward do you think I feel?"
"Ummm about as awkward as I feel?"
"Yup, pretty much..."
"Ah. Then you're about to explode with awkwardness, am I right?"
"mmmhmm..."
"Well I dont know about you... but I'm comfortable." Well... theres brendon for ya. but the truth is I am extremely comfortable.
"uh...I .. am too... I think...?"  I didn't want to admit it but I did.
"Oh really? So.. hav you decided if you like this or not?" damn he was so persistant.
"God... you aren't gonna give up on this until I give you an answer, are you?"
"Nope. so answer or me or I'll never let u go." He tightened his grip around me even more until I could barely breathe.
"fine!... maybe just a litle bit...." I said in a whisper. seeing as I couldnt breathe. He loosened his grip a bit.
"So do u like me too?" He asked, a twinge of hope in his voice.
"maybe..." I was blushing. I could feel the blood rushing in my face.
Just then we heard a scream from Spencer's room. Then Spencer came runing down the stairs and he was still screaming and his hair was on fire and he looked at us and stopped "WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING!!?!?! YA KNOW WHAT NEVER MIND I DONT WANNA KNOW!" he ran into the kitchen. Then we heard the water running.
I got very embaressed and tried to get up off of Brendon. He kept his hold on me and kissed me lightly on the lips. Then he let go. I got really light headed and I fell over on the floor with a loud thud.